Your story is heartbreaking. I hope support for you continues to increase. Websites like this one, providing resources to sift through the quagmire of confusion, will assist in others being able to begin seeing clearly. https://www.brooklyntabforum.com/weaponized-bible-verses-common-terms-and-phrases/. There will always be people who do not believe and will ignore the cries of the wounded. The church does a masterful job of conditioning its followers to reject anything deemed “negative” about its leadership or the church. Congregations believe they are thinking for themselves when in reality they are not. They reject truth tellers “in the name of the Lord.” I used to be among them, but now I see.
I wish you the best in your quest for justice.